Hold Me Tight examines the tension between memory and identity, exploring the emotional complexity of aging through constructed self-portraits. This series captures an imagined dialogue between past and present, revealing the subtle interplay of longing, nostalgia, and self-reconciliation.
Rooted in personal experience, Hold Me Tight emerged as a response to the complexities of middle age—pride in who I had become alongside an uneasy awareness of what had been left behind. Approaching forty, I began to confront these realities, creating a visual meditation on the impermanence of youth and an evolving sense of identity.
The images depict two versions of myself—my younger and current selves—brought together through compositing techniques to create poignant exchanges. These figures occupy shared spaces that oscillate between connection and distance, embodying the simultaneous desire to hold onto and let go of what has passed. The solitary compositions evoke the ephemeral spirit of youth while grappling with the unease of its absence.

Smudge, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 5, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10

Bubblegum, 2022, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10

Under The Railway Bridge, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

Xanadu, 2022, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

Fortune Teller, 2023, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

Roller Girl, 2023,

Untitled (peach), 2020, Archival Pigment Print

French Braid, 2020, Archival Pigment Print,

Hold Me Tight, 2019, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

In The Trees, 2022, Archival Pigment Print

The Creek, 2022, Archival Pigment Print

Idling, 2020, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10

The Coming Storm, 2019, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

Untitled (red shirt), 2019, Archival Pigment Print

Untitled (record player), 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

Rooftop 1, 2022, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10

Do You Like Butter? 2022, Archival Pigment Print

Rooftop 2, 2022, Archival Pigment Print

Day Dreamer, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 5, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10

The Game, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

Untitled (doorway) 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10

Feathers 2, 2020, Archival Pigment Print

Feathers, 2020, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10

Hand Stand, 2010, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
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